Sunday, December 22, 2019

The Cacophony



Flames burning high

Death, destruction, loot all around

Evil men

Pronounce judgement.



In the deafening cacophony

Of thoughts, screams, interests,

Of mirages, half truths, lies,

Of agendas, vengeance & shame.



The weak mind wonders

What to make

Of injustice, inequality

Of distress & its ramifications.



The privileged never bleed

Bloodshed is for the unknown

Wounds & cracked skulls

Are the seeds of radicalisation.



Today's romance

Is tomorrow's regret.

Our children

Will question.



They will be criminalised

Their blood will soak the streets

They will lose their all

In the vain hope of change.



But we never taught them

That rebellion is violent

We told them it was glorious

We said it would bring meaning.



We never showed them

That rebellion is irreversible

That life will change forever

And they will never be the same again.



We never told them

That our words are laced with propaganda

With hate, not toward them

We ushered them to their destiny.




Without regret, without shame

We let them take the beatings

We let them break their bones

We let them go into police stations



We let them cry in rage

We provoked them onto the streets

We let them believe half truths

We fed them lies.




And then in the end

When the ashes go cold

We will tell them they did well

But we will never say


That their lives are ruined

Forever

That they are criminals

Forever.



That the police will come to their homes

Every time something goes wrong

That they will be looked upon

As criminals, Maoists, terrorists.



We did not tell them

That we created that future

For them, knowingly

Deliberately




To further our own gains

To satisfy our own agendas

We who sit in comfort

We who never bleed.



We who manipulate

As much as the ones we hate

We who have no soul

In our quest for vengeance.




We never told you

That you are, but a tool

We will forget you soon

And move on to the next generation.




Saturday, February 2, 2019

The End of Grey-Blue


February 3, 2019



She wandered

As passersby looked askance

At the unstoppable tears

Streaming.



The river in her

Had turned into the sea

She wandered

Looking for herself.



The self she had lost

To the sea roaring

The salt drying

On her eyelashes.



Breaking them

One by one

She wandered

To the familiar.



The memories

Of a river

She sat

At the same tables.



She looked through

The same eyes

The memories

Of blue now



Turned again

Into unrelenting grey

She looked through

The sea furious



Straining to see

If the memories

Still lived

In her, yes.



She counted her steps

On the concrete

A gaping hole in her

Filled with a swirling sea.



She mocked herself

For her vanity

For believing in love

For believing.



She turned on herself

Clawing at her sea-filled eyes

Talons in her stomach

Ice in her veins.



She screamed endlessly

Without a sound

The traitor heart

Elsewhere, forever.



She is waiting

For her mind

To tell her

To stop the pain.



Incoherent, she waits

For some order

A final decision

That final push.



She drowned in the violent sea

Of her own making

What is left is the shell

Which too must turn to ash.



That familiar jumble

That familiar horror and anxiety

That familiar madness

Has crept up again.


The end is blessedly near.